More Ravings of a lunatic…
Jonathan | 25 Jun 2005Saturday, 25 June 2005 3:19 a.m.
We are creators. I look around this world… this neighbourhood… this town… the surroundings of this house… and I see that which we are creating.
People’s gardens, houses, cars, machines, technology… we create. We create. We create.
Yet somehow most people forget that we are simply here creating. Dreaming if you like.
Dreaming up whatever we want.
Some things seem to take time to create… we have some idea and it takes time to accumulate the knowledge, the wisdom, the intelligence, and the resources — the physical “Stuff” and organisation — in order to bring that original idea into manifestation on the physical / experiential plane of reality. Yet, despite how long it might take… it is a purely creative process. It is profound. It is powerful.
I see too that we forget the reasoning — the Intent, to put it more precisely — behind that which we are creating.
I forget WHY I am creating as I am. I observe that having lost a deeper sense of purpose and function we so often start to create that which is destructive… that which disrupts the balance and natural order of things… of our Kingdom… and this eventually (again it might take time, but it is sure to come) returns as we experience the consequence of this destructivecreation. It starts to destroy us — its point of origin — and that brings about pain.
So that pain… it serves a purpose… yes, it puts a little — or a BIG — jolt through the system.
That jolt wakes me up to what I am doing and then I can bring awareness into this particular aspect or configuration of my dream construct.
The whole thing is so perfectly designed. There is no flaw that I am aware of.
It is one vast, uniform, expression of Life — of consciousness unfolding and expressing and extending unto itself — perfect in all ways.
Of course, That which I AM is created in the Image and likeness of that which created first — That which some call God — and therefore that which I am is as perfect as that “thing” called God. Thusly, that which I created must to be an extension of That which I am — which is wholly perfect in every way for it is the in the image and likeness of God — and hence it too is perfect. Whole and complete unto itself.
Oh it is so magnificent. So beatific, wondrous, exquisite.
Useless words and adjective. They fail in comparison to that which they have come to symbolise and communicate.
Communicate they don’t. What communion can be found and experienced through these mere words?
None.
Only that which the words might verily point the way toward.
The only thing words should point the way toward is WITHIN for everything else has no potential for communion to arise.
Even if words are used to draw attention to something that is “out there” such as a beautiful sunset, or the wild stormygrey rain… whatever the case may be… this too really ought to be brought back to source… back to WITHIN, to the interiority of That which I AM, for only there does it really mean anything. Only there does ANY-THING have any true value, function, and purpose.
Oh yes, the glory of that which is WITHIN… at the centre, the core of That Being That I AM. The stillness. Ah yes. The stillness. Thatis the way to that beautiful and splendid place that is only found WITHIN.
All my divergences WITHOUT must by the very cyclic nature of things bring me back to that which is WITHIN. One is an extension of the other. That which is created never leaves it source. Therefore as I venture into that which is created — the WITHOUT — I must by default eventually end up back with what is true and real… that which is WITHIN.
Again… the entire creation… not matter what appearance and form it might seem to take… is always HOLY perfect. Such magnificence.
A VISION
I would like to see more unity — manifest and tangible unity — amoung those that play the role of “teacher”, “healer”, “guide” in this world. The Deepak Chopra’s, the Stuart Wilde’s, the MarianneWilliamson’s, the Greg Bradens, the Theun Mares’, the Neale Donald Welsh’s… etcetera. I would like to see more unity amoung us…
To what degree, I ask, are we really living what we preach and teach? I do, of course, ask this of myself, and the answer is a frail one.
Each securely maintaining our seemingly individual existence, our fame, our fortune, our public profile and image, our “oh so busy” schedules.
How many of us securely adhere to these things, yet what of the OTHER SIDE… what of the other dimension of Being?
Do we bring those things through into this world, into our Kingdoms in an ego-less and pure way? [ Argh... what is this "purity" I speak of? Fuck purity. Let me rather say "in a REAL way"... yes, "into our Kingdoms in an ego-less and REAL way" ]
Are we ready for that?
I wonder.
I really do.
Am I ready for that? I feel like I am.
Something in me yearns for like-minded and spirit folk to simply come together and collaborated whollyand truly. To drop all the bullshit and just to be. And to then CREATE. The power of that…. oh yes, it would emanate out into the world, into the collective Kingdom like the pulse of a wave stretching out onto the vast shore of the beach… yes it would stretch out like that and wash away the debris from that shore… from the scene of human affairs.
There really isn’t much “time” left. That’s the feeling I get. Less than half a decade is my sense. Are we moving with enough haste? If not now… then when?
Are we ready for that?
By God… I AM.
What are we waiting for?
What am I waiting for?
No-thing.
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