Archive for January, 2005

Journey to where nowhere but here…

Life, the holy path,
A walk to the truth of God,
Seeking God,
With God,
As God.

Journey to nowhere,
But here, where I Am already, now,
The sun shining and reflecting,
In the full moon sky,
Day or night,
Even as I walk through the dark night of my illusion,
Shadows and valleys of darkness,
The Light, unwavering, as it shines brightly,
Reflected in the lunar orb of my emotions,
My Inner psyche and feelings.

Though that too,
It waxes and wanes like the ocean tides,
Caressing the shores in endless cycles,
Never still,
Ceaseless motion.
The dance.

This whole world must I become,
For the Sun always shines,
On the whole and the holy,
Only does a world in fragments and parts,
Perceive a sun that sometimes does not shine.
The darkness of a new moon night,
A fragmented world and mind,
In its separation,
To it only is there cycles of light and dark.
Day and night.

With the world encompassed as “I”,
Wherefore my mind expands,
This dancing play of planets,
Orbiting as they do.
These to,
Embraced and united in that which I Am,
No longer the sun, and its light, out there.

Rather, on this holiest of paths,
The sun I now Am. The planets too.
Forever the source of Light and life,
Unto all things.
The Great Son, as the Great Sun,
Central to it all,
An infinity of stars brightly shining,
Reflecting the lucid splendour
Of all that I Am.
Unhindered by apparent ground, mountains, and horizon.
For beyond this story called Earth, I now Am.
A Sun among stars infinite.

Dropping the perception of time and space,
Total collapse; the Maya forever gone.
Just Light luminous. Stars infinite.
All united as One.

Thusly the journey that only my perception
Of time and space began,
Ends here, with God
As God,

That I AM.

State of the collective ego…

Well… I had an interesting experience last night…
I undertook a little spontaneous research that led to some rather eye-penning discoveries regarding the current state of the collective ego.

Last night I was trying to find a particular plug-in for Photoshop. I have a demo of it and the company that makes it has vanished.

I found this peer-to-peer sharing program called WarezP2P a few days ago and so I took a look on it to see if I could find the file I wanted on there.
No luck.

Before going off-line I clicked on the CHAT button to see what that was about.
What appeared was a long list of “channels” (like chat sessions or areas) where people are chatting. I noticed that essentially all the ones with more than just a few people in them where about sex in one way or another (each channel had a name). I joined a few of these channels to see just what it is people are doing there—in my mind a text chatting system has to be one of the last places a person will actually have a true sexual experience—aside from perhaps masturbating whilst participating in the chat session, but then any man or woman is quite capable of that without the aid of a chat session.

Anyway… following my curiosity I sat a watched what was going on for perhaps 2-3 minutes. Here’s a transcript of a couple of minutes of discussion:
(It’s quite long… It was pretty busy in there.. )
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