Relating to the Illusion – Further explanation

FEAL | 22 Apr 2004

This article is intended to provide further clarification and exploration of that which is explored in “The Illusion – A brief outline”

Today it came to my attention that it may be necessary to elaborate on a few points pertaining to what I have outline in ‘The Illusion – A brief outline’ which were perhaps not covered fully enough—or at all—in that article.

By referring to creation as I know it as ‘an illusion’ I am not denying it’s existence and hence taking this awareness on board should not result in an attempt within to deny the existence of life—in fact quite the opposite should result from understanding the nature of the illusion. By referring to the world and creation as I we know it as an illusion I am simply denying it’s existence in the way we perceive it to be. Put another way I am stating that reality does not exist in the way that we—the collective and singular human ego-mind—have believed.

To give an example at a fairly tangible and relatively understandable level—for the collective ego-mind it is not possible to be in a body in two places at one time yet for those who have mastered various spiritual disciplines this is entirely possible and does in fact take place. Likewise with the world perceived by the human ego-mind it is not possible to teletransport ones body from one location to another yet from the ego-mind of a Shaman (for instance) it is entirely possible and does in fact take place. So here we have an example of ‘reality’ appearing to be one way for one group of people (most of the people alive today) with certain laws defining what is and isn’t possible, yet for another (small) group of people there are entirely different ‘laws’ that make all sorts of things possible that the bulk of the human collective would consider pure fantasy.

Now this is to me actually an example of the illusion taking on very different forms depending on the ego-mind through which it is projected. It does not illustrate the overall nature of the illusion—only that we can all have very different and even contradictory experiences of so-called ‘reality’.

What you see around you does exist and it doesn’t. Now I know your mind is going to hate reading that but it is simply how it is. It does not exist in the way we perceive it to, yet it does have an existence in the Mind of God. God created the I AM (or the “Son”—as used in Judaic-Christian terminology) in the likeness of Itself and as an extension of Itself. The I AM therefore had the power to Create like God yet could never create anything that makes God’s Creation obsolete of contradicts God. God created Light. That Light is what is beamed out through this metaphorical ‘film projector’ I have previously referred to. That Light does ‘exist’ and is ‘real’. Yet as the Light passes through the film of the ego-mind it is qualified in such a way that images appear on the wall (on the screen we experience as the human mind). The images themselves are not real. They do not exist.

If you are seeing an image of a cat on the wall and you remove the film strip then there is no longer a cat. Yet there is still Light—now in it’s pure form—projecting out and we can be aware of that Light. It is this Light that is real whereas the image we make it take on is not ‘real’. The image of Love is as close as we get to creating a real image through the ego-mind but it is still nothing relative to the Love of God that exists within us and is available to us through a direct experience of God. Of course I am attempting to put into words that which is beyond words and it’s all ‘horses for courses’ at the end of the day. I read over this and feel that none of this really gets to the point. I can only apologise for my clumsiness at explaining these things.

So what I would like to emphasise is that we are not here to deny what we see around us. Rather I wish to suggest that there may be a distinct benefit in ‘denying’ they way in which we are seeing reality and interpreting it. Denial ultimately has no purpose yet denial of the ‘right’ kind can assist you in unraveling your apparent entanglement in the illusion—or in the false interpretation of what you are experiencing. I am not referring to a ‘rigid’ kind of denial that is possible for the mind to get into about things it doesn’t want to deal with. Rather I am talking about a ’soft’, ‘kind’, and ‘open’ sort of denial. Let’s say you are looking at a dog and your friend says, “Hey, look at this lovely little kitty cat” (and he really sticks to the notion that its a cat) —at some level you will gently deny that this is a cat, whilst still being loving toward what your friend is choosing to perceive. This is a very different experience from the sort of denial that might rigidly say, “I am perfect. I don’t have any harsh feelings of judgement, and I am only capable of love and goodness”. To this I would say that in fact your power to love and create is equal to, and in fact relies upon, your innate power to hate and destroy.

I hope this makes sense. I will say I found it rather tricky trying to put this into words because my own mind actually has no idea what I am referring to or talking about. It only has memories of it that come about through an experiential awareness of what I am referring to. It is the experiential part that is real. The explanation of it is unreal yet might perhaps allow you to release your tight grip on reality enough to allow some of what I have talked about into your experience also.

I would like to say that this world you experience is Sacred Ground. The body-mind-emotions you experience are Sacred Ground and Sacred Space. For they are all imbibed by the Light of God through Your I AM Presence which is an extension of God. Therefore I invite you to treat this illusion with the same degree of respect and gratitude you would bring to a that which is Sacred. And because that which is Sacred always has an element of the Unknown running through it then please also bring to your experience of this illusion a degree of awe, wonderment, and innocence that a child would bring to any of the great mysteries of life. This wonderment will help prevent you from experiencing rigidity and limitation in your Awareness. The Gratitude and respect will allow you open further to God’s Vision of You and this world.

All that you choose to experience, both in the form of 'light' and 'dark' has a purpose. It's just not the purpose most people ascribe to it. The One purpose of everything in your experience (judged by you as 'good', 'bad' or otherwise) is to return you back to yourself; your true nature; your liberation from false perception. Reject nothing. Love everything. Judge not. Love what is. Allow. Release.

With love,

The Unacceptable Truth

FEAL | 10 Apr 2004

The true nature of this world—actually all of creation and the universe as we know it—is something that the human ego-mind has a great deal of trouble accepting and is deeply afraid of. So great is this fear that it has deeply embedded itself in a profound self-projected illusion set up in nearly every regard to protect itself from the Truth. The ego-mind is doing all it can to keep you from God and from ever really knowing and experiencing that that which I AM never separated from God and this this world—as we know it—never actually existed.

Now just what do we make of that?

“Never actually existed” means exactly that. Although the ego-mind will struggle until the end of time to fathom just what this means and where this leaves you in the grade scheme of things.

God is. This world is not “of God”. Rather it is “of the ego-mind” in it’s attempt to maintain the false notion that it is somehow separate from God.

What I am starting to see is that in this world—which was created by the ego-mind—we go to great length to justify our position in the universe and we also go to great length to aggrandise what is essentially our own self-projected illusion. We talk about “self-fulfilling prophecies”—when actually the whole of life is a self-projected—and therefore—self-fulfilling mythology of the ego-mind.

It is our deep attachment to the illusion of separation that ensures we always avoid the unacceptable Truth that there is only One and hence you and I do not exist in the way that we have come to imagine. And it is all of the imagination.

What I am starting to see is that within this world we go to great length to “improve” our situation. Whether we try to improve it materially or spiritually, there is a constant striving and hoping that we might improve things. I have seen many people step into much of what the “New Age movement” seems to have to offer because deep down they would like to improve their life and the situation they find themselves in. I have also seen many step deeper and deeper into materialism in order to improve their “lot” through the procuring of money, wealth and physical objects. Both these paths will lead to the same experience—namely the ongoing experience of separation. This experience is a lie that we create for ourselves because the perceived pain and guilt we imagine we will experience if we let the lie go brings about too much apparent anguish for the ego-mind to handle.

Yet, that’s the idea. The ego-mind is not meant to “handle it”.

God is meant to “handle it”, and God know’s—as does That which I AM—that there is really nothing to handle at all.

What more can I say? I ‘feal’ I have said enough—I shall leave the rest to you.

May the Truth set you free.

Life as a reflection of Self

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There is a knowing held by the Kahuna Shaman Priest (and many other spiritual “systems”) that “We are Divine beings, and as Divine Beings we need NOTHING but a mirror” and life, in it’s many diverse manifestations, presents us with that mirror.

So far, this is also my experience of life. All I see around me is simply Me. All I experience is an experience of My-Self. All I perceive in the world around me and….

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Jonathan’s Dream…

FEAL | 08 Apr 2004

I want to make it quite clear that Jonathan is in his own dream. So long as he is appearing in your world and is experiencing the world then he is in a Dream of one sort of another.

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The Extent of the Illusion – Just how deep is the Rabbit Hole ?

FEAL | 05 Apr 2004

In this past week various realisations have made their way into my awareness. I anticipate that there are many Wisdom Seekers out there that might find some of these things a little hard to fathom. Yet I also know that if certain Truths are being revealed the Dream within my experience then there must be others that are also seeing these things and there must be others that are ready to learn about them. If that’s not the case then you might just like to jump back to the Article Index.

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